As I lie upon the table I would lie if I were able but the truth is I've had too much drunk I'd fucking try but I can't stand and I just wanna hold your hand the saddest thing is that I know why you're gone Cheap campaign and too much cocaine I just love going insane This manchild atmosphere my darling you will come to fear as it is something that never fucking changes I've been biding all my time and you've all made me lose my mind it's just another scenery rearrangement It's all for me not you I've been a lush the whole time through, you can thank all the other girls for that one My lips are frozen cold I'm acting young but getting old, you can bet your fucking ass that I ain't fucking done This manchild atmosphere my darling you will come to fear as it is something that never fucking changes I've been biding all my time and you've all made me lose my mind it's just another scenery rearrangement *I'm giving up and giving in- I'm trying and failing I'm moving on and moving out- So intimidating I'm losing count and losing step- I'm tired of waiting I'm giving up and giving in- I'm trying and failing* This manchild atmosphere my darling you will come to fear as it is something that never fucking changes I've been biding all my time and you've all made me lose my mind it's just another scenery rearrangement This self-destructive atmosphere my darling you will come to fear as it is something that never fucking changes I've been biding all my time and you've all made me lose my mind it's just another scenery rearrangement

Been spending all my free time drinking away these feelings I don't think that this is healthy Been spending all my free time chasing away these demons I don't think that it's helping But I'm trying I swear I'm trying Been spending all my free time with all of my best friends and I don't think that we've all gone mad Been spending all my free time pretending it's the weekend I don't think it's all that bad man Cause I'm trying I swear I'm trying I'm trying.... To get better, we'll get better, let's get better together betterbetterbekrjha;klfjl;adksjf;adrkl

It was over in an instant And maybe I'm the romantic But I can tell the difference between real life and fantasy Like I'll never move to Denver And you're not Carolina bound But in the mean time we can fake it and pretend that we are near And it kills me just to say That you are so far away And though nothing will come from this You know that I'm glad I met you Even for just a day I'm no stranger to distance And all the pain that comes with it But it is kind of exciting to through caution to the wind And though you are a skeptic And you've tried to tell me no We're both know that we want this and we're going to see it through And it kills me just to say That you are so far away And though nothing will come from this You know that I'm glad I met you Even for just a day We're in over our heads And we both know how this ends But I'll be the optimist 'Cause I think you're worth it And it kills me just to say That you are so far away And though nothing will come from this You know that I'm glad I met you And I'd do it all over again

Let's shoot the messenger let's burn it to the ground There is no message here yeah nothing to be found Can't kill the memories, been racing for the dawn The past is dust you see it's better to move on There's worse things to have you know your life ain't over Most of us are drowning here in hang up and hangovers Another morning here like so much wasted time It's like I'm starving and I haven't got a dime Can't kill the memories, can't keep living the lie I'll leave this town you'll see and I won't say goodbye There's worse things to have you know your life ain't over Most of us are drowning here in hang up and hangovers Just because you're hurt it doesn't mean that you're broken (I won't spend another day thinking about what could have been)