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Won't Ever Change
02:16
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It didn't happen over night. I still wish it wasn't true, but the fact still remains that I'm not in love with you.
And I hope that you'll forgive me
And I pray that we won't forget..
Because two months two months is two months too long
And three years three years is worth more than this song
I can't say that I'm happy I can't say that I'm not, but I did love you and that won't ever change.
I know that it's too late, I'm reminded everyday
But I know that it's too soon. So what else can I say?
I know that it's too late, I'm reminded everyday
But I know that it's too soon- too soon too soon
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Another Pointless Year
02:49
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I don't know what I'm doing here. Another pointless year..
What am I running from? I thought it was you, but now I'm not so sure.
I am afraid to admit you still get under my skin
This is supposed to be our home and I'm alone. I'm so damn insecure
Everything is so exhausting I just don't know what to do with myself most of the time and these boxes won't unpack themselves
And I am tired but I am trying to stand on my feet, and keep it at it when I've got the energy
This laundry ain't gonna hang itself
And I'm out of beer and I'm out of money I'm tired of feeling and tired of thinking about all the shit that I've been ignoring I wish I could disappear
And you're on my mind though I wish you weren't. If I could charge you rent I'd be rich by now and I could use all that money to buy some shit to distract myself from this
I'd be lying if I said that I was over it
I'm getting older but not smarter this is too much of a challenge to deal with
You see I've got this thing where I've always got to act like I am in a movie
If I don't pretend that I am in some kind of story I might disappear
And that isn't okay cause I always try to hard and I can't stop
I get things change and so do people despite all our stupid fears
That being said I miss you so damn much.. so please stay away til I don't.
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This is Life
04:05
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Haven't gotten much sleep in these past few weeks and I think I've figured out why
I can't seem to think straight but this Jameson's great to get you off my mind
I'm going through hell with these chords and myself but I feel the need to try
But trying's not helping and crying's not helping I'm so fucking pissed off and I don't know why
Cause god knows that I've fucked up and you know that it's true
But that don't mean that I'm changing my mind because I don't feel the same about you
I want this to end so I've talked to my friends but they don't seem to know
The feelings I've felt or the deals that I've dealt and I can't let it go
I can't blame it on you all the things I've been through I've been mean I've been kind
But I swear I'll lash out, yes I swear I'll lash out, cause I can't keep control of my own fucking mind.
Cause god knows that I've fucked up and you know that it's true
But that don't mean that I'm changing my mind because I don't feel the same about you
I've been dancing with the devil and I've missed a step or two
And I'm so scared that I'm not scared to be scared away from you
And I've found hope in all these spiteful words and I've found hope in these chords
And I think that I can live with myself if I just dropped dead
But this is life.
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Let's shoot the messenger let's burn it to the ground
There is no message here yeah nothing to be found
Can't kill the memories, been racing for the dawn
The past is dust you see it's better to move on
There's worse things to have you know your life ain't over
Most of us are drowning here in hang up and hangovers
Another morning here like so much wasted time
It's like I'm starving and I haven't got a dime
Can't kill the memories, can't keep living the lie
I'll leave this town you'll see and I won't say goodbye
There's worse things to have you know your life ain't over
Most of us are drowning here in hang up and hangovers
Just because you're hurt it doesn't mean that you're broken
I won't spend another day thinking about what could have been
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